Radiation

I made it thru the first radiation.
I made it thru the surgary.
It was a lot worse then what I thought it was going to be.
It makes me sick to think about the surgary.
I will probably have night mares for the rest of my life because of this.
I thought the healing process would be esier and not as long.
I cant see out of my eye, and I am extremely dizzy.
I pray this all gets easier.