I just cant kick this

I just cant seem to kick this "funk" i am in.
Im feeling a little lost. Wanna sleep all day and all night. Not do a damn thing.
Im home sick, more then I can take.
Kiara will be a year old this month and I have never even seen her...It's not right.
Im working my ass of and cant keep my head above water.
My heart is aching.
My head is spinning.
I just wanna sleep...